everything seems to be prolonged. too prolonged.. compelling work somewhere in the USA is still stirring, but at the moment it is just a hurdle for me. i still want to get *huh* loads of money and experience my own American dream, but it costs me an arm and a leg, and I don't mean money.
It's a conference in Germany(5-7 May) where I could get a journalistic experience, it's a Holland MUN, Bulgaria MUN, and to crown it all - an entire summer with my sweetheart.
moreover, I'm not even sure about the USA itself because of the effing departure quota reduction. the agency is still keeping mysterious silence and promises us rosy skies.
and my groopmates' success is a crucial point, actually. it's quite spine-tingling and even harrowing for me..
well, I can't underestimate myself any longer )
i'm in